On 4th of December 2020, I was diagnosed with both kidney failure and heart problem with my heart beating only at 20% and my blood pressure at 270 and the next thing I know I was admitted in emergency ward at Narayana Hospital Gurgaon. Unfortunately I am in the last stage of my condition. Never in 31 years of my life had I any fatal health issues nor have any record of substance abuse but I guess the unpredictability of our existence as a mere speck of dust in this universe carved inside me a new self-realization that life is indeed short and unsure.

In a short span of time I've gone through and seen both life & death at a close range when my body was shifted, tossed, and turned in wheelchairs to medical beds from Emergency Ward to CCU (Critical Care Unit) to ICU (Intensive Care Unit) to O.T. (Operation Theatre for my Fistula surgery) and then frequent alternative days visits Dialysis Ward for my dialysis from my neck. Cuts, pricks of needles from 5 am to 10 pm, infinite tests, heavy dosage of medications thrice a day, and a strict diet for lifelong with no salt and almost none of every kind of food there is, are now a daily part of my routine.

I am currently undergoing my treatment at Rabindranath Tagore International Institute of Cardiac Sciences Hospital (Kolkata) and the final conclusion has to be kidney transplantation which will help me to live a normal life however short it is. The total cost for this operation is a huge amount of 30lacs which is beyond my capacity.

This is a cry for help from a fellow human being who wishes to live a normal life again, no matter how short. Please donate whatever you can; even a small amount can make a big difference and provide hope.