I'mHi, I am Vaishali Pandit. I am 22 years old. I am a transgender female. I have been facing gender dysphoria since childhood. That is, my body and my soul could not match, so they became non-cooperative.
I wasn't getting the changes I wanted in my body. It's hurting me from inside but I can't express the reason at that time. The word "transgender" was only symbolic of a particular part of it. People knew about transgenders as intersex people. But when I grew up, I came to know about my identity and got all the answers I was looking for.
I come from a very conservative family. As a result, I have gone through a lot of discrimination since childhood for my dressing style and not being able to behave as a so called normal human being. And when I told my parents about this problem from my family they denied my identity saying "I have a mental disorder", they want me to consult a psychiatrist to change my mind. I tried a lot but they were not ready to accept me as their daughter. They came to me and started trying to create all the pressure, created a lot of pressure but no one can change the thinking given by God, I was beaten up and abused by saying all the words but when no solution could be found then I thought it appropriate to be away from my family and they also did not stop me from going I went to the Hijra community then I started filling my stomach by singing and dancing I rejected all those offers and started a new life on my own.
Due to this COVID situation, there were many problems in my life at that time, I was defeated, because of this I have received many abuses, discrimination, disdain, I decided to leave everything and raise the voice of my transgender community and transgender community and now I am a I am working as a transgender activist and social worker, my financial condition is very weak, I am living according to my mind and soul, but it is very important to change according to the need, the gender I got at the time of birth, my body and my The soul was the exact opposite of that I want to change now I want to change according to the structure of my soul and my body I want the gender which is of no use to me I want to change it according to my soul I have There is no savings or financial support for the surgery.
I am thinking for this change which will be like a new life for me
But I do not have the financial support to take such a big step (surgery). I can't explain to you how I'm battling dysphoria every moment, yet I haven't come out of this wrong body, I can't find any way but to change.
This surgery is going to give me a new life, which I was eagerly waiting for. It has been a dream for me since childhood. Very soon the day will come when I will overcome dysphoria and live my life as God has given me self
I request you all, please donate and support as much as you can