Unable to work or save for my gender affirming care and surgery i'm also facing eviction from the place i'm staying in. Recently i started getting blood clots as i couldn't afford a single medical check up and since developed other health issues such as intravenous thrombosis, UTIs, chest pains and asthma. I always wanted to grow into a woman and mother an orphan child since i was 10. but now it feels like i'm being dragged away from my life's calling.
I come from a household filled with ugly abuses. i used to get sick all the time by spoiled moldy foods and exhausted from rapes since i was 6 years old. Getting beaten up until i pass out was the norm. This eventually developed into epileptic seizures. I gathered my courage and fought back after several near-death experiences, and as a result, I was sent to a mental institution. I plugged out of it all. I fled away from my home and the city i grew up in. But i still carry the wounds on my mind and scars of those suicides. Other achievements i had in my life pale in comparison to enduring these trauma on a daily basis. Right now, i'm only focused on completing my GRS (gender reassignment surgery) procedures and not get evicted.
I need your help; however insignificant it may appear, it is a life-saving drop for me. It is not a charitable act, but rather an act of solidarity and remembrance of your personal struggles through the journey i had. I believe I went through all of this in order to help others in society and to recover as a group. Please help.
My sustenance involves the following costs (in Rs.):
1. bottom and top surgery- 14,50,000
2. post operative care- 1,50,000
3. laser surgery- 75,000
4. hormone replacement therapy and psychiatric medications- 81,000
5. expenses covering housing and food- 1,75,000