Hi, I hope you are doing well. I am writing this letter to ask for a small favor from you, I am going through a tough time, and every day feels like a suicidal day for me.

With a heavy heart, I like to tell you that my time is not going in the right direction. At the age of Eighteen, I started the chocolate business but my friend started cheating on the business and kicked me out, Later I was working for Airtel & I started saving money for my next startup.

Then I started my new startup in 2020, Where my company was providing professional services to the client. I didn't have much money for marketing, So I went door to door to bring professional experts so That our clients could book them easily. Then Covid started & for the first time in 2020, For One month lockdown started. That broke my back, and I was pissed off & upset. After the lockdown, I ran my startup once again goes & very well. But in 2021, Once again for 2-month lockdown started & this lockdown killed my business. I was numb with not a single penny left in my wallet.

To survive I borrowed loans from many online platforms and moved to another city with loss and regret. After a couple of weeks, I started applying for a job and giving interviews, I hadn't gotten rid of the first problem & the second started, I heard the news that my father had cancer and its 4th stage, and only five months left. I felt shocked and restless, then I started suffering from insomnia, stress, and bad dreams & only thinking about my father and how I should save him, Since the first day when I heard the news, I stopped finding a job.

I was spending day and night in bed without eating and feeling negative. All the time, I was convincing myself my father wouldn't die. And I want to give him a better life. I spent 6,7 hours on mobile only researching cancer, and for travel and bringing Ayurveda medicine from the Shree hospital for 2/3 months, I took another loan. But four months later, My father passed away, And I asked God why, again and again, you gave me pain for 5-6 years. After my father passed away, I lost myself for 4,5 months, and my loan increased, I haven't looked for a job because I was depressed, crying, and feeling pain inside my heart.

But Nowadays is a more tough time for me, the recovery department is threatening me, and I pick up 30+ harassing calls daily & 25+message on WhatsApp. They don't have emotions, They don't care about the situation, and I am living my every day like hell. No smile, No goal, Depressed, Anxiety, Restlessness, Silent, not interested in anything, always thinking about how I should pay those debts, I cry a lot every single day thinking about my worst situation. When my phone rang, I scare and my heartbeat picked up.

I am almost at a dead end of my life now and suicidal thoughts had even surfaced multiple times in my head this last hope that I still have left after being inspired by coming across this website.
These are the reasons why I extremely need help.



There are a few phases for my recovery, shall this go the way I have hoped:

The first phase: I will then use these to pay off immediate debts according to the priorities for me to keep a shelter above my head

The second phase: I will use this to help my mother, she has left only a few teeth, So I shall visit the dentist to give her new teeth.

The third phase: I will then use them in my studies, regarding astronomy, and quantum physics.


I am going to keep all of you posted on the progress which you are going to be helping me with.
Reach out to me at Email- mailtocandyberry@gmail.com, for any queries or clarifications.

Thank you very much for taking the time to understand my situation by reading this.