Rajani never leaves her baby’s side. Even when he’s asleep, she watches over him. When he’s awake, she holds him in her arms and talks to him, making exaggerated actions with her hands, while the little one watches her intently with his bright eyes. Sometimes, he even smiles. But Rajani knows that it’s only momentary. Rajani’s overprotectiveness is rooted in her fear of losing her 5-month-old to cancer at any moment, and every day she’s terrified that the tumour in his chest will choke him to death.
“He’ll be lying down on the bed, moving his hands and legs like any other baby, and suddenly, he starts gasping for air. His whole body stiffens as he struggles to breathe. He’s in so much pain every day, but my baby can’t even cry, because every time he does, he chokes. It’s the scariest feeling – not knowing what will happen to him the very next minute. Without treatment, his cancer will spread rapidly and we will lose him even before he's seen a life outside the hospital.” – Rajani, mother
The grave diagnosis that shattered their dreams of a happy family
Rajani and Kumar's baby was born twenty days before his due date, and all the way to the hospital, Rajani was worried sick. “It’s too early, what if he doesn’t make it?” she asked Kumar as they took her for her C-section. To their relief, their baby was born healthy. When she took him home, she wrapped him in the blanket that she had bought a few weeks before his birth and rocked him to sleep, happy that their family was complete. Rajani and Kumar never, in their worst dreams, imagined that just a few months later, their baby would be fighting death.“When he was three months old, he had a cough and cold. He cried all night because of the discomfort, and I would carry him and walk around for hours till he was asleep. I was so worried, but he started feeling better with medicines. We even started deciding on names and planning for his naming ceremony. But two weeks later, it only got worse. When we took him to a hospital close to our hometown, they told us that he has no chance of surviving. While telling us he has cancer, they also took away every little hope we had.”
Amidst pain and sorrow, they found hope – their baby can be cured with timely treatment
Their baby has a cancerous tumour in his chest that can spread to his bone marrow, bone, liver, skin and other parts rapidly without treatment. Kumar and Rajani took their baby from their home in Srirangapatna to Bangalore in the hope that someone will be able to save his life. He had severe respiratory distress and was immediately admitted to the ICU for five days. But it was only in Bangalore that their faith was finally restored – their baby has more than a 90% chance of getting cured with five months of chemotherapy, followed by a surgery to remove the tumour. However, Rajani and Kumar are struggling.Despite begging and borrowing from friends and relatives, the poor parents are helpless
Kumar is the sole breadwinner of the family. A daily wage labourer working on other’s farms for a minimal income, Kumar always worked hard to take care of his family. Before their first son, Vijay (3) was born, Rajani and he would spend hours discussing their future and how they wanted their children to be independent, a chance they didn’t have growing up. Now, Kumar and Rajani sit in silence while their youngest gets chemotherapy. The only thing on their mind as they sit by his bedside is whether they can afford his treatment for another day.“We didn’t have much, but at least we were happy. We had so many plans for our baby’s future, but now I worry that I will never get to see him take his firsts steps. If we don’t find a way to continue his treatment, we will lose him forever.”