Hi, for safety purpose I'm keeping my identity anonymous. I'm a pre-T trans man and I'm in need of urgent financial help to move out from my household. I've severe depression and anxiety since a very young age because of the abuse and all the trauma had caused me PTSD and I'm having more frequent and terrible episodes than before.
All of this is taking a very bad toll on me that I'm having suicidal thoughts, I'm holding myself back with all the remaining strength that I have but I don't know how long I can keep going like this with all the abuse and torture. I'm a pre-T trans man and my dysphoria has worsen day by day and that just adds to my suicidal thoughts, I need to start my hormonal therapy as soon as possible because I can't keep up with my extreme dysphoria anymore.
I've stopped studying, working going out and have completely isolated myself because of my mental health and dysphoria because of which I'm entirely broke and can't afford even the travel charges.
I urgently need to move out as soon as possible and I also urgently need to get therapy for my mental health and needs to start hormonal therapy.
I wasn't ready for sharing my story in a public platform like this It's hard for me it's my first time talking about this openly, just as I'm writing this I can't help but feel terribly scared that what if this won't work but I've no other way to get help, my friend convinced me to do this and I'm putting this out here in the hope that maybe somebody will come forward to help me and save my life because this fundraiser is my one last hope, if this doesn't work then I don't know how long I'll be able to survive like this.
Y'all are my last hope, please help me if you think I should be helped.
We have made a very calculative budget to fulfill the urgent needs, from travel charges and basic expenses to move out and get a place and some basic expenses to start hormonal therapy and get mental therapy. We've made the budget according to 3 months expenses until I'll find a proper job and can afford all the therapy cost.
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