I am a 19 year old girl and i am trapped inside my own house. Ever since my family found out i am queer and undergoing therapy and medication for BPD and OCD, they started abusing me physically, mentally and emotionally. They call me slut, mental amd things i can't even say here. Distant relatives have tried to do wrong things with me , everyone knows but they do nothing. I am not given even basic necessities. I literally have to beg for food and water , which they give me only rotten. I am starved for days at once. My whole body is covered in scars. I haven't slept in months coz i m scared what will they do to me. I even contacted the police but they know my family so other than a cruel beating i got nothing. Death seems like a sweet release to me but i don't want to die. I want to go ahead and live a happy and peaceful life. Please help me get out of here. I need funds to move out from this hell to a city where i can find a job and complete my studies. All i need is a little support till i settle down. I am out of my medicines now and having withdrawal symptoms. It's getting really hard and the suicidal thoughts won't stop.