I am a queer femme who is recently diagnosed with BPD and OCD , and for both of these reasons i was bullied in college to the point where i tried to end myself by suicide three times, At last, i turned to my family for help and support but they just made things worse. They don't believe in mental disorders, so they told me it was all made up and there's nothing wrong going on with me. They took away my medication, trapped me in room for days at a time without any food. I literally have to beg for food and i get leftover scrapes. I am a bright student pursuing mathematics and i am able to live a good life. But they won't let me. I need to get out of this hell. I have contacted organisations that will help me but i still need money for my medication , rent and studies. I am trying hard to get a job , i just need financial support till i get one. Please help me live a life i deserve. I am thankful to you all.