I am Sreeram, from Ernakulam, Kerala. I come from an orthodox brahmin family. I am gay, and this very fact ensured that no relatives or family members of mine have come to support me at any time. I were in a relationship with a guy for 12 years and he passed away 2 years ago. I donated my kidney and liver trying to save him, yet no avail. I became addicted to drugs and all wrong things in life to cope up with the loss. And to top it all I lost my job due to this pandemic. I have taken courage to seek psychiatric and psychological counselling to come out of this dark tunnel and to lead a better life. I eat food only once or twice a week and the remaining days I survive on tap water as 2 months of bill is pending with my mess and they have stopped food supply.
I need your help in moving forward in my life and completing rehab sessions and therapy so that I could come out of the self harm mode and suicidal thoughts and get back on track to focus on my life and career.