Help Saiyam study

I am Saiyam, aged 19 years. On August 30th, 2019 I got an MBBS seat in the most prestigious college of Punjab, that is GOVERNMENT MEDICAL COLLEGE, Patiala. On the very first day of my classes there, my father died due to heart attack. My family comprised of three members, me, my mother and my father out of which only father was earning, and now we have no earning member in the family. My fees would get exempted in the future, but I'm worried about the books and other related. expenses
I have asked these funds for my stationery and medical books expenses for the coming five years. Though it's been almost a month my classes started, I have still no books to study due to lack of money...
The money raised by it would help me to study effectively and I promise my performance would be worth your efforts.