My name is Nivin ( 19 years old ) and I am from Tamilnadu, India. I identify myself as Male although I have assigned female at birth, which means I am Transgender male.
I have always been stressed about my gender from childhood. I identified myself as transmale before two years. The real struggle is to do my surgery. I'm from a respected family. Due to societal pressure, I'm sure they won't support me, because I came out to mom last August. She didn't accept me and trying to change me where I get so depressed. She even took my masculine clothes and forced me to wear girly dress. I nearly tried to kill myself. I had a support of my sister and now since she got married, she couldn't help me. I'm now working in an IT company where I got into a program. They train 12th students for entry level roles in IT field. I thought of starting my transition next year. But for this program I have taken loan of 2,36,000 for which I should pay nearly 6,000 per month from next year. I'll have my bachelor's from them. I should pay nearly 30,000 per semester. And my salary from next year would be 18,000. I'm sure this won't cover my education too. So I decided to start a fundraising for me. From this amount I can start my transition as a male which is my dream right now. I'll go for part time to cover my education expenses. But I don't have money for my HRT (Hormone treatment), Top surgery (removal of breast) and Hysterectomy (removal of ovaries). As my parents are forcing me, I'm trying to run away from them. I can start my job at a different city. So I have made a rough calculation
HRT cost me around 10,000 (including GD Certificate)
Top surgery costs nearly 80 to 90,000
Hysterectomy costs about 80,000
And for my education it cost around 1,20,000. Totally it gets near 3 lakhs.
The amount is huge, I request you all to donate or even share as much as possible and help me during the time of need.
Please click the donate button to donate. Even a small amount makes a contribution for me. Thank you in advance.
I'll update everything in my blog. I've already written a blog during my hardtimes. I have ended my fund rising on my birthday 12/09/2021,I hope this would be my best birthday ever.
Blog link: https://thewildfang.blogspot.com/2020/11/coming-out.html?m=1
I'll update everything there.
I'll upload my clinical prescription and expenses later on.
I'm grateful for you. Really thank you all!❤