probably those were the last thoughts my uncle had when he had an accident and got head injuries. With his bleeding brain he might be worrying about daughter's school fee, son's college fee, wife's medical expenses, old dying parents basic needs and medicines.
All his life all he did was give, give all he had and spread smiles. He was the youngest brother of my mom, he once sold his own bike to buy us a kids bike. He always sacrificed for people and at last his sacrificed his own life for the family.
He was trying to start his transportation business and he had 2 trucks, during lockdown family was out of business and had to sell one truck. He told us that no matter how much he earns every month there was some unexpected expense that he couldn't get over. Sometimes truck broke or wife hospitalized and parents were bed ridden and kids education fees.
Financial problems kept mounting, we tried to help, we tried calling and he was always on a tour on his truck. Last straw was when he decided to not hire a truck driver to save some money and start driving by himself and thats when the accident happened.
4 Months ago his young nephew died leaving his baby daughter and wife alone. the family was still grieving over that loss and now the another pillar, the happiness, the financial support, the voice of family is gone.
Life will never be same for his kids, parents, wife and his elder brother who just cremated his young son and now his younger brother back to back.
He used to tell us that his dream is that his kids to be well educated and settled, me and my siblings will try our best to fulfill his dream but there is some cost to live on this planet that family will need for next few years until they are independent the fundraiser is for the basic needs of his wife kids and parents.