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Once in your life, you need a doctor, a lawyer, a policeman and a preacher. But everyday, three times a day, you need a FARMER. Help us save them!
Hello, all I am Kapil from Gujarat, India. I have issues in my family. I don’t know it’s only me or everyone facing the same. I have huge issues in my family which impact hugely on us. I having suicidal thoughts every day because of my family issues and fights.
So here is everything. We are 4 members in our family mom dad and we are two brothers. My father is a farmer and we have done engineering. We have given up in a job because of low paying jobs. So we have decided to do full-time farming but the issue in our home is huge I am fed up being here at my home I think I am only who not want to be at home.
We are in this situation from so long maybe 5–6 years. We have some loans to pay almost 13–14 lac. Principal amount was something 4–5 only but it’s become huge gradually. The actual issue fights. My mom keeps blaming my dad for all this. Keep interfering do this blah blah then fights became huge in few minutes. Also, she blames my dad for an affair, drinking, my father’s brothers involvement behind our situation n all. Then my father gets triggered and does blame on us that he spends money on our education n all and we are engineer Unemployed.
as per government data its national emergency: https://thewire.in/agriculture/farmer-suicides-data
Also, my father’s one’s ran away from home for 5 days then somehow I contacted and assured him to not happen again. Also, he once attempted suicide too. Timely treatment saved my father huge thanks to God. Even many bad events happened to us still fights are the same may be increased. I am 25 and my brother 27. As per our society in a village, we should get married asap because after that 30+ no one left in our community. For getting fixed for marriage we need well-constructed home currently we are staying in an old home. I dropped engineering in mid due to some financial issues. My brother did diploma engineering in mechanical but now scene is different no value in the market because of low paying we decided to do full time farming even after studies.
We are ready but we can’t tolerate this fights and mental pressure every day. Due to this literally I am getting suicide thoughts every single day. And all me my brother and father say that we will die in this. Guys I am frustrated from this situation. There is no interest in life.. what to do about those loans what to do about fights we did every possible way we could like asked relative’s to clam my mom from his brothers and father’s from his brothers but nothing worked.
 I am in huge depression yesterday only slept for 3 hours in nights also I had antidepressant 2 years back for the same issues was fine after that now again I am in the worst situation. Guys any last tips that could save my family.
maybe people think it's normal but it isn't in any way.
usually, people and government help family after something happens and give empathy but I really need support to get back on track.
TIA :)
TL:DR; A Family going though financial situation. One member attempted suicide everyone having suicidal thoughts nothing working out.
Pardon me for my bad English Thank you :)
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