Help Me Get into College and Achieve My Dream

I was born in 1998. Since then my family's financial condition was not so bad. After 2017, our financial conditions declined at a high rate because of grandfather's cancer.
I always wanted to be a doctor but couldn't get into a good coaching class. After class 12th, I dropped 3 years and tried but last year couldn't  get into it just for 30 marks. Maybe this is nitbin my fate. I passed 12th with 91% still not able to do anything in my life.
Now , I don't aim much but still want to study optometry. But here I want tk get into Vidyasagar Optometry College where the fees structure is almost about 10 lakhs including everything. My father took a lot of loans. He's overburdened with those repayment. But still he said he can arrange 3 lakhs.
If you people help me to get rest of the money I will be able to srudy something related to meducal field.  I truly love this field because it helps a lot of people and I can serve a lot. But it all depends on you people, if you can raise my fund. Please help me. Thankyou.