But then, the worst and unexpected nightmare of my life happened. One fine day as I was in my shop, lockdown was announced and for three straight months, I had to close my shop. God kept ignoring our pleas. Everytime lockdown extended, I felt a little weak within. All my dream stayed locked up in no air circulation zone. It was in September when we reopened our shop for the first time in months. Footwear were allowed to open for two days a week. I felt I got a heart attack seeing all my products. All my leather products had fungus on them. Bata products are made out of leather and so due to no air circulation for months, all my stock scrapped out. I lost around 20 lacks stock in a blink of eye. I have been in depression since then. I kept getting suicidal thoughts because the only thing I had in my life was destroyed. But my close friends and family tried cheering me up. Many people have said things that I don't want to recollect as of now, but those things did let me realise one thing- when you have money, people go round and round around you but same people won't even look at you when things turn an little down the track. We have business loan to repay taken from Sriram Finance and with no other income source, it is difficult to manage our lives now. We owe around Rs. 30-40 lacks due for repayment in total since last year. With us in business, it wasn't this difficult to manage all these but with no business and no source of income, we are finding it difficult to manage.
I want to start my life again!
I want to do something in my life!
I want to get on my feet again!
And that is why, I ask for your help.
I have no money as of now. I am a high diabetic patient with a weak kidney and lowest bone density anyone can think. I need to keep working and keep my body active. I have never had my sugar level below 350 Fasting and 600 without fasting ever since the misfortune happened. All my saving exhausted during lockdown and my medical expenditure. Doctor said if I don't get my sugar level in control, my feet and my arms could go sense within 6 months. I have already lost sensation in my sole and one of my fingers. We have no money left now for medical and medicines. We are struggling for basic necessities of life.
I have always helped people exceeding my capacity and I heard Goodness pays and I am just waiting for it.
Please contribute whatever you can and help me stand back.I promise to not let your contributions go in vain. I am in a very bad financial condition right now. We need urgent help. I am going through mental torture. I need medical attention and we need to repay for our business loss.
Please be an angel and help us.This time is very crucial and without your help, I cannot survive.